Thursday, March 12, 2009

YEAAAAH! BARCA MENANG!

sebenernya dari awal minggu lalu gua udah tarohan sama temen sekelas gue sekaligus temen sebangku gue yang bernama ludi nawardi sonata dan yang mau di panggil iwang buat taroan barca vs lion. pertama cuma iseng iseng, bermula dari kata kataan jagoan team masing masing, akhirnya di akhiri dengan taroan goceng goceng hahahaha. seminggu pun berjalan, dan kemaren malem pertandingan barca vs lion, entah kenapa gue kalo disuruh nonton pertandingan bola sangat males dan ngebosenin banget, yang diliat cuma warna ijo doang dan titik titik warna warni (pemain bolanya) hahahaha udah gitu suaranya cuma bacot bacot komentator berbahasa inggris dan suara priwitan wasit huehuehe. dan lagipula hari ini gue juga ada UTS dan musti belajar dan gamau gue hari ini telat gara gara nonton jagoan gue doang haha. tadi pagi gue bangun sekitar jam setengah 7 pagi dan melihat berita pagi dari metro tv, terus ga sengaja ngeliat childboard berjalan dan gue liat barca vs lion 5-2. langsung deh dalem ati gue berkata YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHH! HAHAHAHA ASIK JAGOAN GUA MENANG ASIK DAPET GOCENG! walaupun gue tau duit haram ya gapapalah kali2 buat have fun doang hueuheuhe, udah ah segitu aja, oh ya FYI gue lagi UTS nih sampe tgl 20 maret ntar, mohon doannya, GL deh buat UTS gue sendiri, bye.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

today

this morning i saw is TAI! FUCK FOREVER!!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

sleepless night

heyya, so long i'm not writing in this blog. because i'm so lazyyyy hehe. yea this is just my words in my feeling. but sorry i'm just copas hehe, check this...

I Cry Tonight

You'd say baby I love you
I'd say I love you too...
I liked it when you called me baby
but now I need someone to save me
from the misery
the sleepless nights
the pain
of a broken heart
of a lost soul
I don;t know what to do anymore
I am so lost without you
My love was real
I'm thinking yours was fake
I would never have hurt you
the way you hurt me
I would never have made you cry
the way you made me cry
I would never have made you cry
as many times you made me
I cry almost every night now
I wish I had saved all those tears
that you made me cry
so I can drown you in them
I wish I had you
I wish I had someone to hold me
the way you held me
I wish I had someone to kiss me
the way you kissed me
I wish I had someone to make me feel special
the way you made me feel special
I wish I had someone to make me feel beautiful
the way you made me feel beautiful
the way you told me I was beautiful
am I not beautiful now?
am I not special now?
am I not kissable now?
am I not holdable now?
I wish so many things
My biggest wish is you
I wish all these things
The only wish I want to come true is you
It's dissapointing
I know I can't have you
But I wish I had you
I have had you in the past
but i screwed up
I made no effort
I love you so much
All I need is your touch
I can't get your touch
and can't have you
The last time you touched me
You hit me
whether you were playing or not
your last touch was when you hit me
the love
the pain
they say dont cry because its over
smile because it happened
but I'm not smiling
I'm crying
I cry tonight

Sunday, December 14, 2008

when did all go wrong

i don't know what must i do when this feel is came. i just want to alone, alone everyday. and i want nobody don't know where i am. and i want get away from my home. and i just need alone, really2 alone in this fuckin world. and i hope with this struggle i can survive anymore and fix anything to make a new life, new wold, new soul (sorry we are no longer)

Saturday, December 6, 2008

haha, fuckya!

OOOH!!! why do i give valueable time to people who don't care if i live or die? and i don't make sense anymore. maybe i'm just disappointed and paranoia. and of course... heaven knows i'm miserable now -_-"